Lately I feel like my life is a terribly written soap opera. Hopefully the show will get canceled soon.

Let me begin this blog by saying that last night, I had the BEST SLEEP EVER! I don't know why....well actually yes I do. My brothers and sisters were not around to wake me up, I fixed the slant in my mattress the night before, I turned the tv off as soon as Chris fell asleep, I'm finally used to being back at school, I was tired from the gym, and I got to sleep in! Wow, I slept until 1pm! truuuuue story. Then I had to go to my first philosophy class. It was pretty good I suppose. I didn't really know what to expect because I didn't really know what one who studies philosophy studies...But yeah like I said, I think I like it. My teacher is also crazy btw. Then Alaina and I stopped by to see Mr. B because it was his first day as a college teacher and we wanted to wish him luck, he was nervous I guess.


....Lots of time passes where nothing at all happens.....very boring.


Then I had to go to Plant taxonomy. That seems like its going to be a challenging course. Its a level 500. But there's field trips! So you cant beat that lol.

When I got back from that class there was a message waiting for me in my inbox from the boy of my dreams.

It was a good day.

So I'm back in Fred, and I have to say I feel surprisingly at home. I know they say "home is where you make it" but I really haven't made one here so I don't know why Im happy to be back. Oh well, I never make sense.

The move in went pretty smooth, I tried to beat Chris back so I could move some stuff around in the room to make room for my keyboard but he beat me here. But it was fine because he left shortly after and that gave me time to switch things up a bit. After that I basically did nothing, I practiced like a mad man but in the words of John Cage "Instruments are useless things, hearing....playing.....nothing is accomplished." So yeah, I did nothing.

This semester I'm really going to strive to do well academically. My GPA really needs improvement. I'll probably end up taking classes at ECC this summer just so I can improve it..blah. This semester I will be taking Bio II w/ Lab, Chem II w/ lab, Plant Taxonomy, Piano, and Philosophical Inquiry...funfun..not.

idk, there was something I really wanted to blog about but now I can't remember.


I had a fun dream last night. Noelle, Nichelle, Rick, Aj, and myself all went skydiving! I really liked it because it was one of those really vivid ones where you feel like your falling. But it was a comfortable fall knowing that I had my parachute. We were aiming to land on a small island in the middle of the ocean that was so small you couldn't even see it from the plane. Then when we landed we had a tropical themed island party lol? Idk, it was a fun one. Buts not the thing I wanted to blog about, I still cant remember that one...

Yes it was a boring day indeed. But I did write a new song! Ladies and Gentleman I present to you the score for Threat Level: Midnight - Starring Agent Michael Scarn!



http://www.macjams.com/song/38735

Today was bananas, but in a good way. It started off boring...it was snowing like crazy and I was uber bored. But I called Kitty and she came and got Noelle and myself and we went shopping for some new clothes. Well I guess you can't really say they were new, we ended up going to Plato's closet first and I bought many clothes for cheap cheap cheap! Then we went back to Kitty's for a while and then we went to Target and then the Olive Garden! Mmmm. But our adventures were far from over. Next stop was the Mall. I ended up buying some stuff there...I've spent more money on clothes this break than I ever have in my life, which is ironic because im not working. My only source of income is selling all of my possesions lol. But its fine because I really wanted to go back to school with new clothes. We went to the Sears so I could buy new shoes but we got kicked out because they were closed lol. oooh man. Then we went to Tim Hortons and Wallgreens. Wow I'm just now realizing all the ground we covered. But it was a good day overall. I was supposed to hang out with Amy today but she never called......oh well her loss!

My sister and I aren't close at all. But last night she came over for her birthday and before she left I wanted to tell her about my recently public life secret. Well she basically said that she already knew and she joked about it. It was pretty funny. But like I said we aren't close at all but about an hour after she left she sent me a text on my phone and the message was by far the nicest thing shes ever said to me. It basically said "blah blah blah thanks for telling me, I hope I didnt make it hard for you" It was like wow, you DO have a heart. So for now shes on my good list, we shall see how long that lasts.

So my last entry was a little dramatic. It was rough, but such is life.

And its a new day and Im feeling kinda better. I've had a great week and I'm thankful for so much. Mostly for my friends. You guys are amazing, and I'm talking about every single one of you. It's been so nice to see everyone over break. I felt like I needed it.

Three Words: Chocolate Penis Cake!

Last night I saw Cloverfield with Sean and Heeb. It was fuckin' crazy. I have never seen a movie that was that thrilling before. Then I hung out with Noelle and Nichelle and we watched Ratatouille. Now mostly everyone is back at school except for us lame Fredonians. Meh.

It only took reading those five words once to make me want to kill myself. I mean, I knew I never stood a chance but it hit me so hard, and I wish I understood why. I've never felt this way before. Ever. Those five words just sitting there on her fucking wall.





I guess I'll add it to the list of wretched things that would only happen to me.

This past Saturday night was really fun. I went bowling with a bunch of people and I even got to see Sarah. I haven't seen her in forever. Well ok more like a month, but it was a while before that. Then we all went back to her house and watched Superbad.

Last night I went to Alainas house. It was fun minus some awkward stuff that I'm not sure I should elaborate on. But w/e. She gave me my christmas gift though, it was the Amelie dvd 2 disk set! Woooo Love that movie. So we played boggle and then watched that.

And then their was today. Noelle, Morgan, Rick, and Myself met up at Alicia's house for pancakes and terrible television programming. Then we all felt really old because we were looking through her old yearbooks. Yikes. And as if that wasn't bad enough, after that we went the the high school (minus Noelle) because Rick had to get a letter of recommendation. i only knew a few people there. Damn I'm getting old.

OH, and I got my contacts today!

nuff said.

Ok so temperatures have cooled down significantly since yesterday, but its January and yesterday it was 58 degrees! It has never been that warm before in Buffalo at this time of the year...well at least thats what people have been saying. I mean I was wearing a freakin t-shirt...IN JANUARY! Then last night we had a huge wind storm. It was loud and scary enough to wake me up. I think we should invest more time and money into finding another planet with an earth like atmosphere / terrane lol.